Originally it was suggested that I either
undergo hormone therapy where they stop my body from producing
hormones chemically or a surgical removal of my ovaries, but I was
given the option of having a full hysterectomy and I jumped at it.
I have always wanted a hysterectomy. When I could afford to be
sterilized I was young and no doctor I approached would perform the
procedure and then when I was old enough that they no longer
questioned my decision (a little offensive on it's own) I couldn't
afford it, heh. My uterus has never, ever, ever done anything
that I have enjoyed.
On a side note I was at a Red Hat Society
party as the plus one of the entertainer when a fairly elderly and
respectable lady said to me, "That's okay, honey, they may have
taken your baby carriage... but they left you your playpen!"
Go Red Hat ladies! Woo!
Also, some of these photos are somewhat more
explicit (to me) than some of the other surgical photos I've made
available on the site. This surgery includes views taken
internally and if you happen to be squeamish about such things,
please don't look. They almost made me rethink my pink
background.
You may wonder what this
machine is and why it's relevant to a hysterectomy.
It's not. I don't know what it is. It
was in my hospital room prior to my surgery.
The reason I took a photo of it is that...
...it has a hose and...
... apparently you don't hook
that hose up to your crotch, okay?
In between the short stay room
where you are originally checked in and the actual
surgery, you wait in sort of a pre-surgery waiting
lounge with about five other patients (you're
separated by curtains). They ask you important
last minute questions here and make sure you're
really who they think you are and that everybody is
on the same page as far as what body parts you
should be leaving with and which ones you ought to
be leaving behind.
I forgot I was totally bald at
this point until I started putting this page
together. This is a really frightening
photograph to me... I look so ill. I didn't
feel nearly as ill as I look.
I'm almost positive that
that's my belly button. The small part of me
that isn't is why I'm glad someone else was in
charge of removing my uterus.
Record this moment in history,
ladies and gentlemen: the very last time a member of
the opposite gender was ever messing around between
my legs.
This is very similar to the
face that I make when I finally manage to untangle
the Christmas lights.
Okay, in addition to the
photographs that were taken for me with my camera,
there were also internal cameras running (due to the
nature of the surgery and the small incisions).
I was able to snag a few of these photos (the
surgical team was very understanding of my project).
The basic idea of this type of surgery is that (I
believe) the uterus and other bits are clamped off,
separated from the rest of you, and then fed into a
garbage-disposal type tube that grinds them up so
they fit through that tiny incision.
Five dollars says she's
wondering where the remote is.
This is the aforementioned
garbage disposal tube thingy, and that's my
reproductive system being fed into it.
Oh my god, I did not notice
this until just this minute when I was writing out
the captions, but there is a SMILEY FACE in
my uterus. There, in the bottom right corner,
that is totally not okay. Apparently as
happy as I was to be done with my uterus, it was
just as happy to be done with me. What kind of
sinking ship am I that my uterus would rather commit
suicide than stick around in there? Hah.
The room they put you in after
a hysterectomy (or probably any OB/Gyn sort of
procedure) is actually in the maternity wing and
it's amazing. This room was huge. It may
have been bigger than my apartment. Although,
I have to think this would be depressing for women
that have hysterectomies that wanted to have
children someday... everything in this whole wing is
baby oriented and you can't even walk off the
anesthetics without seeing babies.
The only channel that worked
without static was the (creepy stalker) channel that
shows the lobby of the hospital so you can watch
people check in and wait around and stuff. I'd
have to be really bored or lonely before I would
watch strangers wait to visit other strangers.
When I woke up in my hospital
room I mass-texted my friends with my cell phone,
including this photo and the caption "100%
recreational". I may or may not have been on
large amounts of drugs.
This was taken as soon as I
could stand on my own, which was that same day.
Well, as soon as I could stand on my own but after I
peed on my own, because I have a shy bladder and
peeing with a door between me and the rest of the
hospital is usually first on my agenda.
I cannot for the life of me
figure out what I'm wearing. That's my
favorite "comfy" pair of panties, but I'm almost
positive that I've never owned a black tank top, at
least not a cottony one. I have eight cats.
Eight cat-owning people do not own black cotton
anything.
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